#the screenshots i took of him in character (and actually every screenshot i took from jane howell's wars of the roses)
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"The Duke of Somerset" - an extremely simple no. 2 pencil drawing done 1/08/2024, of actor Brian Deacon in Henry VI, Part 2 (1983) directed by Jane Howell for the BBC Television Shakespeare, done in about 10 minutes. Would've been more detailed but my sister said "I'm bored and hungry, come eat with me" and that sounded pretty compelling.
#i didnt write any poetry today and all the drawing i did was continuing work on a self-portrait i started last week#im doing it in extremely short sittings but i think it's probably coming out better for it.#god knows more effort does not necessarily lead to better work. at least with my art.#my drawing#brian deacon#visual art#2024#graphite#anyway brian deacon is so beautiful he's just god such a classically handsome face#the screenshots i took of him in character (and actually every screenshot i took from jane howell's wars of the roses)#is so depressingly grainy. why is the bbc television shakespeare always only available in crap quality#i took screenshots of other characters i intend to draw but since i was just idly sketching i was like why not#i took so many of brian deacon. it's a little embarrassing lol#goddamn tho he cute
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swipe right ā k. bakugo x fem! reader
ā® a/n: i remember seeing a post on here a long time ago about a character making a fake tinder profile for their gf and realizing how many people want her. (if someone knows the OG post please lmk so i can link it!) so now i present to you: bakugo falling to his knees in the middle of your apartment bedroom for the exact same reason.
ā® content/warnings: dubcon, quirkless/college! au, jealousy, possessiveness, breeding, creampie, unprotected sex, cum eating, cunnilingus, overstimulation, praise, biting, bkg gets a little rough with you, and bkg's also a fucking simp but when do I ever write him as being otherwise??
ā® summary: your boyfriend decides to make a fake tinder profile for you just to see how many matches you get. he comes to a realization just how many other people want whatās already his.
ā® word count: 4.2k (i'm so sick)
Bakugo can remember how this all started. In very vivid detail, actually. He remembers because Kaminari had pissed him off so much to the extent that it took him a very substantial amount of effort to refrain from bashing his friendās face in.
It all started during the last monthly hangout amongst Bakugo and his friendsā one day out of the month designated to make sure that they all had time to catch up with one another despite their busy schedules.
Everything was normal, with all of them getting more than enough of their fill of food and alcohol while idly playing video games and talking about random topics to fill in the silence in Kaminariās living room.Ā
Perfectly normal, until Denki decided to open his stupid mouth, at least.Ā
He goes off on a tangent about a trend he saw on social media where someone makes a fake Tinder profile for their partner to see how many matches theyād get. He proceeds to tell Bakugo that he should try doing it, for āfunsies,āā to which Bakugo scoffs at.Ā
āArenāt you curious, Kacchan?ā Kaminari smiles cheekily, wrapping an arm around his blond friendās shoulders, seemingly oblivious to the fact that Bakugoās becoming visibly more upset with every passing moment.Ā
āYour girlfriend is really pretty,ā Mina chimes in, sticking her tongue out when Katsuki whips his head to glare at her. āIām still surprised sheās with a grump like you.āĀ
Kaminari butts in, āI bet thereās a whole line of guys around the block just waiting for a chance to get with her. I mean, just look at her! Hell, Iād even let her peg māā
For a moment, Bakugo swears he wants to bash Kaminariās face into his flatscreen. And for a moment, he lets that impulsive thought winā getting up and grabbing two fistfuls of Denkiās shirt before promptly getting cut off by Kirishima.
āAlright alright,ā Kirishima forcibly pries Bakugo off of the other blond, pushing him off to the side. āThatās enough, you two. Kaminari was just messing around. Iāll admit, it wasnāt a good joke, but no need to hurt the guy, okay Bakugo?āĀ
Kirishima knows that Kaminari wasnāt being that serious, but Kirishima can also admit that what he had to say held some ounce of truth. And Kirishima knows Bakugo well enough to see how your boyfriend tends to be rather skittish and protective with matters concerning youā which is exactly why Eijiro had to stop him before it was too late. He really didnāt feel like preparing for Denkiās funeral or helping hide Katsuki escape from a homicide charge.
And that was thatā¦up until a few minutes ago.
Katsukiās tried to forget that conversation. But try as he might, his mind betrays him and canāt help but wander back to what Denki said that night.
He trusts you of course, and has complete faith in your relationship. However, heās curious to a fault, just about perhaps too curious for his own good.Ā
How badly could this end?
As it turns out, this whole scheme seems to be playing out very poorly.Ā
Dozens of photos of youā screenshotted from your social media accountsā fill Katsukiās screen. He had to choose photos you uploaded yourself, because most of his photos of you were either tooā¦suggestive or too domestic (and he wants to be the only one to see you in those moments).
He swipes through āyourā profile one last time before clicking ādoneā to officially put you on the market. And just like that, Bakugoās met with the faces of men who are nowhere near your level. He goes through the batch of profiles, scrutinizing each one he comes across. Heās (un)surprisingly selective with the ones he chooses to swipe right onā making sure that theyāre at least somewhat conventionally attractive. To his surprise (or dread, rather), his phone pings right away with a notification from someone who swiped back. Another ping. A message.Ā
You free tonight?Ā
Bakugo scoffs. He looks through the guyās profileā a picture of him at a party with his arms around some girls, another with him doing a victory pose presumably after hiking, and one with him holding a fish. He feels his mouth curl in disgust, about to give into the urge to reply and give this guy a piece of his mind, before he realizes heās pretending to be you. He takes a deep breath, closes out of the app, and puts down his phone.Ā
Heās starting to regret this.
Bakugoās phone has gone off 15 times in the last hour. Bakugo has also felt the need to strangle some stranger through the phone 15 times in the last hour. Your (read: his) profile has existed for less than 60 minutes, and you already have a whole address book of nobodies trying to link with you and get a quick fuck.Ā
He feels the familiar beginnings of a headache creeping up the back of his skull. He thinks he might need a drink. Why did he decide to do this again?
In hindsight, he probably should have known this is exactly how it was going to go down.Ā
What was that saying? Curiosity killed the cat?
Yeah.
He was never great at self-preservation in the first place. So this, the feeling of overwhelming jealousy, frustration, possessiveness brewing up a storm threatening to pour out of every single fiber of Bakugoās beingā was no surprise.
He watches as the numbers at the bottom of his screen increase steadily, before tapping on the star icon.Ā
ā99+ likes!ā it reads. Over 99 people who saw your profile and thought you were beautiful. Bakugo pales, and he can feel the cold sweat building on the nape of his neck. He grips his phone, knuckles turning white. Is he shaking from anger or nervousness?
Anger because all these guys think they even have the slightest chance with someone as amazing as you. Nervousness because what if you decide that they do? You wouldnāt actually leave him for one of these guys, right? Right?
None of these men would walk through hell and back for you. They donāt know how you like your coffee, the details of your skin care routine, how you like to binge watch shows and talk Katsukiās ear off about them (not that he ever minded, of course). They donāt know you, not like he does. Katsuki looks at you like you hung the moon. In fact, heās pretty convinced that you did. Everything good in his lifeā the warmth, the color, the joy,ā is encompassed by you. Heād be damned if he lets some greasy little nobody take that from him. Because the moment Bakugo fell in love with you, you became a part of himā inextricably and indefinitely. Loving you has become so intrinsic to him, that even the mere thought of another person loving you or looking at you the same way he does has him going insane. Not that anyone could love you like he did, though. That thought brings him some comfort, but not for long.Ā
One last notification he sees sends him spiraling. Bakugo swears that he can see red. Thatās when he deletes the app, and throws his poor phone in some random corner of the living room, which is markedly one of the smarter choices heās made as of late. He marches to your bedroom with a fire burning in his chest.Ā
He stops short of the door and finds you sitting at the edge of your shared bed, fresh out of the shower. Youāre applying lotion, and he watches the cream absorb into your skin wordlessly, in awe at how overwhelmingly beautiful you manage to look in the most prosaic of tasks. For a second, he almost forgets the reason he was upset in the first place.Ā Ā
Your hair is still damp, water droplets accumulating at the tips, and Katsuki feels his mouth run dry the minute he watches a stray bead fall and make its way down your neck and stop perfectly in the dip of your collarbone. Your very existence is forever etched into his heart, every inch of you carved into his memory, but even still he can never get tired of looking at you. At every angle, in every lighting, he needs to see you in it. You could call him obsessed, but heād simply laugh and agree, because whatās so wrong with that? Especially if itās you.Ā
Youāre one to be studiedā to be adored, Katsuki thinks, to the greatest capacity. Itās what you deserve. And what better person for that task to fall upon than him?
He finds himself naturally gravitating towards you, his finger tracing the same exact path the water had carved just moments before, wordlessly. You try to pay no mind, but itās difficult as you realize just how close Bakugo was and how your towel barely manages to cover up your most intimate parts. One wrong move and youād be exposed. With how things were playing out, and the predatory glint in the blondās eyes, you donāt think your boyfriend would be too perturbed with your current predicament.Ā
Katsuki presses a delicate kiss to your forehead before he crouches down. Suddenly, youāre at eye level with one another, his hot breath tickling your lips. You think for a moment heās going to kiss you so you lean forward, lips waiting. But he merely grazes them before he sucks a deep bruise into the juncture of your neck, biting slightly.Ā
Youāre barely given any time to react before heās grabbing the hand thatās securing your towel and ripping it away, the offending garment falling off your body. Your flesh prickles with goosebumps as its exposed to the sudden chill.Ā Itās quickly replaced by the heat of Bakugoās body as he pushes you lightly, your back hitting the mattress. He crawls on top of you, muscular thighs on either side of your hips, your head placed conveniently between his forearms. Heās trapped you, a nonverbal challenge for you to try and escape.Ā
Youāre a work of art, he thinks, but much more valuable than any piĆØce de rĆ©sistance framed in any museum.Ā
Beautiful, yes, but far too blank for his liking. He wants to ruin you, make you his own personal magnum opus. And so he does.Ā
He presses a clothed knee against your bare cunt, pressing firmly. His lips continue their assault on your neck, leaving angry purpling bruises in their wake. Rough hands find your breast, and you moan in surprise when he gives both of them a harsh squeeze as he shoves his tongue into your mouth. Katsuki kisses you like a man dying of thirst, hungry for everything you can offer him and more. Itās all too much already, the way heās kissing you has your mind reeling, and you have to turn your head away for a moment to catch your breath. Katsuki thinks itās a moment too long without you, so he coaxes you into locking lips with him once more. A wave of mischievousness washes over you, prompting you to take your boyfriendās lower lip in between your teeth, biting down lightly.Ā
You feel his breath hitch, before he lets out a low groan as he grinds his clothed dick against your bare wetness. He returns the favor, sucking on your bottom lip before letting it go with a wet pop. He pulls back with a lazy smirk, his lips pursing together to scatter messy kisses down the base of your throat and down your chest, alternating between sucking and biting at the flesh.Ā
He gives you a good once-over, scanning every surface, committing them to memory. You feel the need to curl into yourself with how intensely those vermillion eyes are piercing into you, memorizing every single curve, scar, freckle like heās done time and time again.Ā
He drops down to his knees, broad shoulders bullying their way in between your legs, forcibly prying them open. He grips your hips, fingertips digging into the soft flesh, and drags you down the mattress until your legs are dangling off the bed.
āJesus, Kats, be more gentle.ā
āShhh. I know you like it when Iām not gentle,ā he chuckles. As if to prove a point, he pulls you down even further, giving a harsh bite to your inner thigh. He smiles deviously when you yelp. You try to pull at his hair but his reflexes are too quick, pinning both of your wrists down on either side of you easily. āBesides, this is the perfect height for me to eat you out, dontcha think baby?āĀ
You want to chastise him for being so crass, so Katsuki, but the words die on the tip of your tongue the minute he gives a sweet, loving kiss to your clit, sucking lightly.Ā
āYouāre mine. I donāt want anyone else seeing you like this except for me.āĀ
Youāre not entirely sure what brought this on, but you find it hard to complain when Bakugo drags his tongue from your throbbing clit to inside your pussy, drinking everything you have to offer.Ā
Your hands automatically try to find purchase in his blond locks, struggling against the vice grip Katsuki has on your wrists. He decides to take pity on you, loosening his hold so you can slip your hands into his hair,Ā moaning appreciatively when he feels you tug. He rewards you by flicking his tongue on your clit over and over again, just the way you like it. He does it until your moans begin to pitch higher and higher, the same way that they do when youāre close. He doesnāt stop his ministrations even after you cum, riding out your orgasm until your thighs are shaking from overstimulation. He pulls away from you with a loud pop, taking in the sight before him.Ā
He runs a hand up and down your thigh soothingly. āSo fucked out already and weāre barely getting started, baby.ā
Your mind is barely processing his words before you feel Katsukiās erection brush against your stomach, his clothing haphazardly discarded on the floor. He taps the head of his dick against your clit to tease you, a feeling of satisfaction swelling when you cry out from under him.Ā Ā
He watches in fascination as strings of your arousal cling to him. He positions his length at your entrance, locking eyes with you as you hold your breath in anticipation. Katsuki likes you like this. Needy for him.Ā
Ā āYouāre the most beautiful girl in the world, you know that?ā He slips into you with a stuttered groan.Ā
Katsukiās always been big. You never get used to the initial stretch, no matter how many times you two fuck. Still, that doesnāt stop him from sliding in with ease from the slick of your last orgasm. It easily coats his cock as he gives a few experimental thrusts. He groans in rapture. How do you manage to feel so good every time? Itās enough to drive him insane. Perhaps he already is.Ā
āSo fucking perfect, no wonder why all those losers want you.ā He mutters out the last part, and youāre not sure if you caught that right.Ā
āWhat?ā He chooses not to respond, and you arenāt given the opportunity to think any further before your legs are thrown over his shoulders, Katsukiās weight effectively pinning you in place. The stretch knocks all the wind out of your lungs, and all you can do is cling to Katsuki, nails leaving red, angry lines on his well-defined back.
He wastes no time before he starts drilling into you, hips slotting in between your legs perfectly. The position has him pressed against your clit, and your entire body feels like itās been set ablaze, with Katsuki holding both the power to have it burn even brighter and the ability to extinguish it. And youāre almost there, you can feel your soul slowly ascending, your room filled with hymns of pleasure, the coil in your stomach winding tighter and tighter, threatening to unravel along with your sanity. Katsuki can feel it tooā the way youāre squeezing him tighter, how your gasps and moans have climbed just a note higher, how absolutely ruined you look, how heās responsible for your current state.Ā Which is exactly why he wants to push it even further, he wants to see how much youāll break for himā and only him.Ā
Katsuki cuts you off right before you can reach your peak, pulling out but making sure just his tip is inserted. You come to and take a look at your lover and marvel at the sight. He has a crazed look in his eyes. The way he smirks is absolutely wicked.Ā
You feel distraughtā having been so close but having it ripped away from you. You give your boyfriend a petulant pout.
āKatsuki,ā you whine, slapping a hand against his sweaty chest, āWhyād you stop? I was so close!ā
āBecause I didnāt want you to cum yet,ā he says simply. āYouāll be good for me, yeah? Iāll give my baby what she deserves, as long as sheās good.āĀ
You roll your eyes, huffing. That wonāt do for him.
As much as he loves seeing you indulge, he feels a need to punish youā at least a little bit to even begin to atone for being the wicked temptress you are.Ā
āDonāt be a fuckinā brat,ā Bakugo growls, gripping your face with one hand, squishing your cheeks, causing your lips to purse slightly. āI said be good, okay? Wanna take my time with you.āĀ
Thereās a moment of respite, until you sigh in defeat, knowing better than to argue with him lest you wanted to dig your own grave. āāKay, āki.ā
He flashes you a smile. Obedient, just how he likes you. āGood girl.ā
Katsuki draws his hips back, thrusting just enough to fuck his tip into you. Heās teasing. The amount of willpower on his end it takes not to cum is nauseating.Ā
āYouāre so pretty, arenāt you?ā he rasps, one hand finding their way around your neck, squeezing just enough to make your head spin. Your hands reflexively grab his wrist.Ā
All you can manage is a fucked out moan. Katsuki has to resist the urge to coo, about how heās managed to turn you into a cockdrunk mess in such a short matter of time. The wave of possessiveness thatās been gnawing at the depths of his soul begins to seep out, and heās reminded of the reason why the two of you are in this position in the first place.Ā
He gives your throat another squeeze and a rough slap to your clit. āCāmon princess, answer me. Say it.ā He slowly adds more and more pressure until your ears grow hot and air feels like a precious commodity.Ā
āI-iām pretty,ā you manage to gasp out, tears spilling from your lash line as you begin to lose yourself between the space of pleasure and pain.Ā
Good. Always so pliant for him.
āThatās right, baby,ā he concedes. āSo fuckinā beautiful.ā He punctuates the last word with a deep thrust, right against that spongy spot that feels so good. Youāre so sensitive that itās enough to send you spiraling into your second orgasm, walls spasming around him uncontrollably.Ā
Katsuki stills, staving off his own release with all the restraint he can summon. He silently thanks whatever divine forces are out there that he didnāt cum the minute he felt the first clench of your orgasm.Ā
He grits his teeth as he wills himself to move, trying not to get lost in the wetness that envelops him. Youāre babbling now, senseless moans filling Katsukiās ears like a sweet melody.Ā
āKats, please, Iām too sensitiveāā Youāre shaking now, muscles trembling with every thrust.Ā
āBut Iām not done with you yet,ā he says simply, drawing his hips back with a particularly rough thrust. You choke back whatever you were going to say with a loud cry. āWhatās your color, baby?ā
You take a moment to answer, brain trying to comprehend the words just uttered to you. You look at Katsuki firmly, āGreen.ā
āAtta girl,ā he praises, the drive of his hips beginning to shallow. Heās close, and he doesnāt know how much longer he can hold out. But for you, he tries. āYouāre mine, right?ā
āYes,ā you breathe out, shivering as goosebumps dance across your skin.Ā
āSay it,ā Katsuki pleads, thrusts growing sloppy by the second. āSay youāre mine.ā
āIām all yours, āki.āĀ
With that, Katsukiās fate is sealed. Heās left groaning as a flash of pleasure shakes his very soul, filling you up with so much cum that it dribbles onto the mattress even while heās still inside you. You follow suit, an embarrassingly obscene rhythm of squelching noises fill the silence as you spasm around his dick. He collapses on top of you, but heās still coherent enough to not dump all his weight on you.Ā
Your labored breaths fill the room as the two of you come to. Katsuki pulls out of you with a wince, still a bit sensitive. He gives you a peck on the lips before he drags himself down, settling in between your legs much like he was earlier.Ā
You tense up, āKats, waitāā
Any and all protests cease the moment Bakugo works his tongue inside of you, slurping lewdly as he drags out the mixture of your cum and his, swallowing. He tries not to stimulate your puffy clit in an attempt to be merciful, but you still feel yourself steadily climbing to what would be your fourth orgasm this session. While the past three have been intense and drowning, this one comes to you in waves, dull pleasure invading your senses as Katsuki continues to eat you out to clean you up.Ā
He pulls away when you finish, your slick and his saliva coating his chin before he wipes it off on the back of his hand. You stare at his half-hard erection with a half concerned, half quizzical look. āDo youā¦ā you lick your lips, āneed help with that? Iām a little sensitive down thereĀ but I could use my moutāā
āNah, Iām good babe,ā he says earnestly, flashing you a smile that he only ever shows around you. āIāll be back.ā With that, your boyfriend leaves the room only to come back with a bottle of water.Ā
āDrink.ā You comply, finishing half the bottle graciously before handing it to him. He downs the rest before he settles next to you on the bed, laying on his side. You mirror him, shifting your body so that youāre both facing each other.Ā
Katsuki reaches out, finger idly tracing random shapes and lines onto the bare skin on your hip. He has a pensive look on his face, one that he usually doesnāt hold after stolen moments like this; itās an expression he wears when heās in deep thought.Ā
āBaby,ā you call out. His eyes snap to yours, eyebrows raised.
āYeah?ā
āWhatcha thinking about?ā You watch as a hesitant look flashes across your boyfriendās face before he shakes his head.
āSānothinā. Just thinkinā about us two.ā He speaks lightly. Itās always been difficult for him to voice his inner thoughts and feelings, so he tends to beat around the bush. Youāve learned that if you ever want something out of him, youād have to pry a little. Katsuki always indulges you though.Ā
āWhat about us?ā
āDo you- do you think youāll ever get tired of this?ā He repeats himself, clearing his throat. The question is followed by a weaker, ā...of me?ā
You think itās the most ridiculous question heās ever asked, because the answer should be obvious. āIād never get tired of you, Katsuki. I love you so much.ā
āI love you too,ā he replies automatically, ābut if I ever do anything that upsets you, or if I get too much for you, or if Iāā heās rambling now. Yes, itās difficult for Katsuki to talk about his feelings, but once you manage to get him to open up, all the walls of his self-made fortress come crashing down and itās up to you to pick up the pieces.Ā
āBaby,ļæ½ļæ½ you giggle, pressing a kiss to his lips, cupping his sharp jaw with one hand. āLook at me.ā And he doesā ruby eyes meeting yours. āI love you because youāre you. And I choose to be with you everyday. Itās not always gonna be perfect, no relationship is. But I know that I will always wake up and choose you.āĀ
You can see the anxiety melt away from Katsukiās body, shoulders slumping as he lets out a breath he didnāt know he was holding.Ā
āLove you too, sap,ā is all he says before heās pulling you against his chest, squeezing you into a bearhug. You two stay that way until both of you are lulled to sleep.Ā
Youāre laying in bed with Katsuki, both of you dozing off when you hear a slight buzz from your phone on the nightstand. You squint as you try to read the notification, and make out that itās from your friend.
Denki Kaminari: So did it work?
You bite the inside of your cheek to stop yourself from laughing, giving a quick glance over your shoulder to check on your boyfriendā fast asleep. You turn back to your phone, your thumbs making quick work at your keyboard.Ā
You: Just like I said it would. Thanks Denki :)
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āą±Øą§Ėā”Ėą£Ŗ you know i got a soft spot for you !!
į°.į peak romance is when you realize that he's got a soft spot for you. alternatively: a headcanon post about the specific things he only does for you or the specific things you do to him that only you can get away with. ( fem!reader & sfw )
featuring osamu miya, tobio kageyama, kiyoomi sakusa author's notes damn, y'all just let hq win every poll, don't you?? haha jk, im happy to write whatever u guys wanna see. keshi's song has been stuck in my head all day (is this my socal abg transformation?? [guys im 100% viet, im allowed to make that joke]) i definitely still want to make a bllk version + if you guys like this, i'm always open to more characters <3
ą±Øą§ OSAMU MIYA ā gives you the first and last bite of his food why it's special: osamu takes being a foodie to the next level. the man can eat, and he loves to do so. ever since elementary, his classmates and friends learned better than to ask osamu to share any of his snacks. he's not rude about it, per se, but you can tell that he packed his food with the intention of him and only him consuming it. him and atsumu even get into verbal altercations over who ate the last snack in the pantry. osamu just loves food ā so it's pretty obvious that he must really love you a lot to always offer you the first bite of a meal at the restaurant he's spent weeks waiting to open.
"and anyway, that's whenā hey, what the hell!" bits of rice fly out of atsumu's mouth whenever he watches osamu give you the first serving of grilled meat. you and osamu invited atsumu out to eat, to celebrate him joining the msby black jackals, and because everyone was craving bbq, you all agreed on the same restaurant (for once). osamu is naturally in charge of grilling the meats. what throws his twin off guard, though, is the fact that osamu is serving you first. "what's the matter? and finish chewing before you speak, damn." osamu huffs, before beginning to assemble portions of the side dishes on your plate as well. atsumu looks at his own empty plate before looking at osamu's empty plate. "geez, [name], how'd you do it?" you look up from your food to answer atsumu. "do what?" "this selfish, gluttonous bastard never lets anyone else eat first!" atsumu tells you, and you just laugh as osamu starts swearing at his brother. "well," you tell atsumu brightly, once his argument with osamu is settling down. "osamu's always lets me eat first. he insists, really." osamu has to tell atsumu to shut the hell up and stop whining before he doesn't get any food at all.
ą±Øą§ TOBIO KAGEYAMA ā takes pictures of you why it's special: tobio kageyama's camera roll before you consists of screenshots (some are accidental, such as the ones of his lock screen, or it's usually different athletic gear he wants to check out), photos of maps (because he is directionally challenged everywhere except for the court), and sometimes of virtual tickets (for when he actually does attend an event, usually for sports). tobio kageyama's camera roll after you consists of the same stuff, pretty much... except for the fact that there are now hundreds of photos he takes of you. he's not one to take pictures; he's a bit awkward around a camera, really, but he realizes soon after getting with you that he doesn't mind being in front of a camera as long as you're posing with him. he takes so many candids of you, like when you're washing the dishes or drifting off to sleep on the couch after bingewatching a tv show. if pictures are worth a thousand words, he's said "i love you" over a million times.
"oh my gosh, delete that!" you shriek, trying to make a mad grab for your boyfriend's phone. his reflexes are quicker, though, and he holds it out of your reach. "why would i delete it?" he asks innocently. "you look cute." the photo in question is the one he just took. the two of you ordered ramen for takeout, and yours was made spicier than usual. your lips feel swollen, and they're kind of stained red from the spices used, and the image captures that, but also highlights the tears welling up in the corner of your eyes as you're in the middle of a massive bite of noodles. "i look like i'm the thumbnail for a 'mukbangers who took it too far and died' video!" you wail. "delete it, tobio!" "but you look cute." he stands his ground, pouting a bit. "that's not fair. do not make that face." you groan, turning to look away from your boyfriend. honestly, with a face like that, it's no wonder why you couldn't force him to delete any pics of you. he's just too damn good at whittling away your resolve. "i think i'm gonna make it my lockscreen." he muses.
ą±Øą§ KIYOOMI SAKUSA ā lets you make a mess of his things why it's special: kiyoomi is very particular about his personal belongings. he doesn't let his teammates borrow any of his training equipment. he refuses to wash his jersey with the rest of the team's, and instead, gets it professionally cleaned elsewhere. in the beginning of your relationship, kiyoomi always offered to wash the dishes, purely because he would only trust that it was truly cleaned if he could confirm that they were well scrubbed. the closer you two get, though, the more the boundaries blur. soon, his stuff gets mixed in with yours. you're doing the laundry together. he gives you his pillow when yours gets too warm. there's intimacy in that, even more so when you consider how prickly kiyoomi gets with these things.
"kiyoomi! you're home early!" fuck fuck fuck, is what's going on in your internal dialogue. you're baking a cake for dessert, only the mixer had a mind of its own, and you ended up covered in sugar, spice, and everything nice. which isn't that big of a deal. you already wiped down the counters, mopped the floors, and got started on the dishes. the only issue is that when you're at home, you have a habit of stealing kiyoomi's clothes. right now, you've still got on his sweatshirt. his nice, pristine, fresh from the laundry sweatshirt... that is now covered in nothing but flour and cake mix. you were going to wash it, honest! it's just... cleaning the kitchen took more time than you anticipated, and kiyoomi was supposed to stay at the gym for the whole day. he knows that that sweatshirt is his. you expect your boyfriend's eye to twitch, or for him to frown, or to even complain that you just ruined his very nice and outrageously priced hoodie. instead, he walks over to you, and places a kiss on your forehead. you've got flour all over you, including your hair, and surely he's got some flour on his lips now. he doesn't complain or say anything about the ruined sweatshirt. he just says, "thanks for baking. i'm going to go shower."
#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu x you#haikyuu headcanons#drabble#fluff#osamu miya x reader#tobio kageyama x reader#kiyoomi sakusa x reader
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Letās take a look inside Modern!Readerās Camera Roll! Featuring Mizu and BES Characters
Your and Mizuās legs tangled together as you cuddle. A movie is playing on the tv in the background.
A blurry picture of Mizu and Taigen in the middle of their weekly smack down. You donāt even remember what caused this one. In the corner you see Akemi leaning in and making a peace sign.
A screenshot of a designer purse you sent to Mizu while swapping ideas for Akemi's birthday gift.
Ringo in the kitchen, proudly beaming as he holds up his newest batch of cookies. Thereās flour on his chin and apron.
Video of you zooming in on Mizu sitting on a roof with no visible sign of how she got up there. āHow the actual fuck did you do that?ā Your monotone ādone with my girlfriendās shenanigansā voice is heard behind the phone. āI climbed.ā
Mizu and her adoptive father at a baseball game, wearing matching jerseys, sunglasses, and serious expressions. Itās quite cute.
A mirror selfie from your bed, wearing Mizuās oversized sweatshirt and leggings.
Nude you sent Mizu while she was at work.
Nude you sent Mizu while she was at the gym.
A video of your locked front door, someone furiously banging on the other side. āI KNOW HOW TO PICK LOCKS, YOU BRAT.ā
Akemi helping you wrap Ringoās birthday presents.
Mizu and Taigen drunkenly hugging each other at a bar, Mizuās head tucked under Taigenās chin. (Blackmail material)
Sunset orange sky.
Sunset orange sky.
Sunset orange sky with a slender hand in frame flipping the bird.
Mizu and the boys during a very intense round of Mario Kart. Everyoneās leaning toward the tv, gazes focused. Mizuās squatting on her seat at the couch.
Your hand holding Mizuās wrist wearing the pretty silver charm bracelet you got her. Charms: Waves. Katana. Two interlocking hearts. Her birth flower. Moon.
A saved video Taigen sent of everyone but Taigen trying to crawl under a gap in a fence. You are clearly struggling, and Taigen starts to half heartedly pretend to kick at your head. The video lurches sideways violently and cuts off, like someone shoved him.
Screenshot of notes app grocery list.
A video of Mizu laying on you, fast asleep as your hand is in her hair and your thumb gently massages the place behind her ear. The only noise you can hear in the video is the white noise of the mic and her soft breathing.
Group Selfie you took of everyone playing Monopoly, half an hour before Ringo wins in a landslide. The first signs of frustrations are starting to show in several players' faces.
Ringo, looking at the camera with the saddest puppy dog eyes as a hand from out of frame holds up a hand written sign that says āCapitalistā at chest level.
A selfie of you and Akemi out at lunch together. Akemi is halfway through sipping her drink and is making a funny face.
A video of Mizu with her long hair down, swinging it around in a circle as she headbangs to a heavy metal song you still canāt make out the lyrics too.
A video of your lap, thighs squeezed together and shaking as a slender arm from out of frame makes a slow rolling motion from where their hand is hidden under the blanket between your legs.
A video of who you think might be Taigen getting chased by who you think is a screeching Akemi from far away on campus. You keep trying to zoom in but canāt tell. Every student in frame of the video is frozen and twisted around to stare at the scene.
Mizuās hands filled with all the seashells she collected at the beach.
A little crab on the beach.
The gang eating food at a food truck at 1 am.
Your hand holding a bag of sour gummy candy Mizu really liked so you can remember to buy more later.
A close up of Mizuās opened mouth, tongue hanging out, showing her new ball piercing, tongue coated and dripping with your cum. She was really impatient for it to heal so she can use it.
Picture of a squirrel on campus!
Mizu sitting on the floor holding Akemiās new calico kitten up to her face and nuzzling it.
Saved mirror selfie Mizu sent from the gym, squatting in front of the mirror with her hair up while wearing her self cut cropped shirt and biker shorts.
A confused Taigen reaching up to grab the cheap, paper "Drama Queen" crown you just put on his head.
Akemi cutely posing with her hands under her chin with her newly dyed burgundy hair.
An old photo album showing little Mizu with her adopted dad. He double checked Mizu wasn't around when he showed you. The four slightly grainy photos in the shot are slightly different versions of one moment of Mizu being carried on a younger Eiji's hip. She looks unsure at something behind the camera, her little face pinched with that signature little pout she does. Younger Eiji has a slight smile on his face. ("I never liked having my picture taken myself. But I knew she'd need these to remember the versions of who she used to be, and that there are people that want to remember them too.")
Mizu. Sitting at the kitchen table. Just how she is in this moment.
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So I'm replaying Slay the Princess now that the Pristine Cut is out, starting with a quick run of the game mostly to get the Stranger's ending in the heart of the Princess. Somehow that was the first Ending I found in my first playthrough of the original game, and I wanted to recreate it in this new 'universe' and keep a save file with her there right next to the original save file, before I go back and comb through for new content, so I was playing through a first run pretty quickly (and still somehow got to the new Damsel content, those who have seen it will know).
I'll admit I cried a lot of times in my first playthough, and I know I would probably cry again in this one. Maybe not at the same places, but probably the new content.
But even in my first playthrough, when I cried, I kept going. But just now I've come up on one line that made me have to fully stop for a few minutes (which is what I'm doing now, processing by posting this). I don't know if this line was in the original version, I think I would have remembered it, but...
(Spoilers below)
In response to the Princess saying 'It took courage for you to make your way down here, away from the paths others would have had you walk. We find that courage beautiful,' The Contrarian says this:
And something about that line damn near broke me just now. I could (and maybe will) go on a huge ramble about how heartbreaking it is for the seemingly-confident and seemingly-lighthearted Contrarian to so casually describe himself as 'the worst part of us', as if that's a fact. I'm genuinely sobbing at that thought, partly because I do relate to it. He has such a factual tone when he describes himself as just completely bad, the 'worst part of us' in his entirety, and god I know how much it hurts to think of yourself like that, to believe that every part of yourself is awful and makes things worse. This was the last character I'd expect to relate on that, but it adds so much depth to him.
And past that, the complete compassion in the Princess calling that part of them beautiful. The idea that these things we look at in ourselves and hate can be held with such compassion by someone else. I just can't describe how light and kind of overwhelmed it feels. Like I'm still typing mostly because I don't think I'm ready to go back into the game and see the next line. The game is still sitting on the screen I have screenshot above, because this scene is just so overwhelmingly beautiful to me that I actually need a break to process it (in the MOST complimentary way, of course).
@blacktabbygames You nailed it the first time around and from what little I've played of the Pristine Cut you've somehow improved on what I had previously considered a perfect game. I can't wait to explore all of the rest of it (and probably pick up Scarlet Hollow after I've fully explored Slay the Princess).
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late nights, in the middle of June (n. rk)
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synopsis : a friendship breakup which hurt more than your actual breakups. genre : angst w/c : 2.7k a/n : it is infact a late night in the middle of June, and i'm thinking about someone :'D and this unfortunately was something that actually happened to me with that someone and one of my ex's, had to pull up some old texts for this LMAO. not proofread, sorry if there are any mistakes
playlist : to riki, i'm sorry. here's a playlist i made for this imagine!
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Emptiness.
Emptiness was something that filled you.
It's that feeling you get when something so special was abruptly taken away from you.
You knew it would happen, yet you didn't change anything when you had the chance to, because you assumed everything would be fine.
You knew that it was only your fault, not his.
It was your fault that the friendship had been neglected, all because you liked a stupid boy.
But now that it's too late, all you can do is reminisce about the things that happened at night.
9:13P.M.
It was June 15th. The sound of raindrops, thunder, and your music blasting were the only things you could hear
On Spotify, Heatwaves was playing.
"Sometimes all I think about is you, late nights in the middle of June"
Your apartment dim, with only the lamp across the room turned on, and your curtains covering the window
You stared at the bright computer screen in front of you. The screen was so bright it was practically burning your eyes, but you could care less with the amount of energy you have, and the feeling of your heartconstantly aching.
The screen displayed photos of you.
You and Ni-ki.
There was a selfie of you and Ni-ki in a public bus. It was the day you and him played bowling for the first time.
Another one, this time in his house. In the photo, Ni-ki was making an ugly face and you were shaking in the frame, indicating your laughter.
"Fuck.
I fucking miss him."
There was more.
One photo was a formal picture. It was taken on his birthday. His hair shorter than usual, probably because he was forced to have a haircut for the special day, and him holding onto your waist while holding up a peace sign as you smiled at him.
There was even more photos. Even in games.
In Roblox, there a screenshot of both of your characters. You remembered this night, it was when you both played Bingo and cursed at random strangers who managed to win when you were close.
In Valorant, there was a screenshot. You were playing Cypher, and he was playing Raze. You took a screenshot from Cypher's camera and in the frame was both you and him together.
One more in Call of Duty, another in PUBG.
Fuck, there was far too many photos.
There were too many for your liking.
And you hated how you remembered every single one of them. What you both were doing, how the calls were and the jokes you cracked on that day.
You even recalled those calls when all you did was talk. Talk about life, rant our feelings, and there was never a moment where you felt invalidated. That was rare for you.
You both enjoyed during karaoke calls over discord too. You both shared a playlist, and both of your favourite songs to sing together was 'Best Friend - Rex Orange County'.
Your heart dropped even more if that was even possible, and you lowered your eyelids, allowing the darkness to take over. You lean your head back, resting it on the cushion behind you, and you let out a long defeated sigh.
Regret.
You really regretted everything you did.
Why did you have to fuck up and lose someone like him?
You regret not responding faster when you gotten a notification from him.
You regret turning him down when he invites you out, or to a game.
You regret neglecting him when you liked someone.
Fucking hell, you didn't even like him romantically, why the fuck does it hurt so much?
There were so many days when people convinced the two of you were dating, and so many times when you stayed up late at night debating whether you genuinely had romantic or platonic feelings for him.
It was never romantic, only platonic.
So why the fuck does it hurt this much?
You opened another tab, and quickly typed in the link to your usual chatting app.
Scroll... And there was his name. His contact was still the inside joke you both had.
The last message was sent by him, and it was an "okay''. It was sent 2 years ago.
On your spotify, Heat Waves finished playing and Best Friend started playing. Dedicating your favourite songs to someone is the worst thing to do.
"I can't wait to be your number one, I'll be your biggest fan and you'll be mine but I still wanna break your heart and make you cry."
There were so.. so many moments when you just wanted to message him and catch up with him, but everytime you opened his chat, the fear overpowers your desire. Your desire to reconnect, the desire to catch up, the desire to fix everything.
You scroll up your chat.
"I'm sorry for-"
It was the apology message from you. One of the many apology messages you sent to him. Your stomach instantly dropped and you quickly scrolled up further before you could fully read the message and relive the past arguments you had with him.
2 December
y/n : BRO do yk what him n i did today y/n : he literally y/n : LET ME PLAY W HIS HAIR?!?? y/n : fucking hell bro y/n : HE'S SO CUTE THE FUCK?? y/n : I LOVE JAY SM nrk : lmao
"I'm on my own shit now, and let me tell you how it feels to be fucking great"
10 November
nrk : BITCH nrk : HOP ON VALO y/n : wait i'm calling him nrk : okayyyy nrk : hello? nrk : oi nrk : r u there nrk : i already started brah
nrk : bro nrk : ??? it's been an hour y/n : SHIT I'M SO SORRY y/n : him and i were talking about something important y/n : SORRYYDHUSCFH nrk : o nrk : okey
"I feel great"
14 August
y/n : fuck bro i feel like the bitch is looking at me nrk : no fucking way nrk : u better get tf up and MAKE that bih stop looking at u y/n : fuck off nrk : oh
"You need to be yourself, and love someone for loving you instead of someone really cool who makes your heart melt, who knows what you truly felt"
10 July
y/n : bro y/n : there's this dude barking in front of me?? y/n : furry core nrk : LMFAOO TF??? y/n : HAHAHAHAHAH y/n : reminds me of u nrk : TF?? NAHHHH BRO
"You're gunna wanna be my bestfriend baby, you're gunna wanna be my bestfriend"
27 May
nrk : dude chan approached me and fr asked me if we were dating y/n : LMAO TF?? y/n : i already told chan i liked jay nrk : yea bruh nrk : idk y he still asked me that nrk : š y/n : LOL y/n : anyways y/n : roblox? nrk : bet, hop on disc
"I said that, you're gunna wanna be my bestfriend baby, you're gunna wanna be my bestfriend"
28 February
y/n : i think y/n : i might like someone.. nrk : BITCH WHOOO???? y/n : UM.. y/n : idk if u know him y/n : jay nrk : OMG??? nrk : BRO HE'S IN MY CLASS y/n : WAIT WTF R U FR y/n : STOPPPP nrk : YA I LITERALLY SIT NEAE HIM nrk : NEAR* y/n : imagine making a typo y/n : im calling u on discord rn PICK UP y/n : TELL ME EVERYTHING YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM nrk : OKAYWHDIOSJOIFJO
There was more. One thing you noticed was how the conversations could flow better as you scroll to your older chats.
"You're gunna wanna be my bestfriend baby, you're gunna wanna be my bestfriend"
Honestly, everytime you find a new friend, you never open up. You never text first, you never have the desire to know the person more.
But Ni-ki was different.
"You're gunna wanna be my bestfriend baby, you're gunna wanna be my bestfriend"
You wanted to talk to him everyday, play games with him, go out with him, and do so many things with him.
When Ni-ki was gone, you physically could not bring yourself to do the same with other people. The loud person you once were became someone who is quiet, more reserved.
"You're gunna wanna be my bestfriend baby, you're gunna wanna be my bestfrienddd"
And you hate it.
"I say that I'm happy"
You hate how you couldn't be yourself.
"I say that I'm happy"
You wished there were more people you were comfortable with, so you could truly be yourself without worrying.
"But no no no no, no no no no"
And again, you fucked up and the only person you were truly comfortable with left.
"But I still wanna be your favourite boy, I wanna be the one that makes your day, the one you think about as you lie awake"
At this point, tears were forming in your eyes. The verse that you and him always sang your lungs out to was playing, and it only made you feel worse.
"Why am I crying?
Why am I so sensitive?
I shouldn't feel this way, it was my fault...
I.. miss him.
I ... miss Ni-ki so much...."
"I can't wait to be your number, your number one, I'll be your biggest fan and you'll be mine but I still wanna break your heart and make you cry"
Your voice cracked as you cried out to yourself, your tears rolling down your cheeks as you held onto your chest. Your breathing rate becoming rapid as you start to sob.
There was this guy that you liked back then. His name was Jay. Park Jay. At first, he was someone you rarely had any interactions with, but because you both were in the same club . Randomly, you found him somewhat attractive, you started to romantacise every single interaction you both had.
From the way your hands accidentally touched when he passed you something, to the way you both laughed when you were talking.
Jay was the perfect person for your fantasies, because you craved love, you craved attention. Eventually, your crush on Jay became real and you started to interact with him more. Actually, instead of having a crush, you were becoming attached to Jay because you were depending on him to fulfill your desires.
Lucky for you, Ni-ki was in the same class as Jay, so everytime you would wanna fangirl or rant about Jay, Ni-ki was the perfect person to do so.
At first, you and Jay dated, but it lasted a week, and he initiated the break-up. The reason? It was apparently because 'he was not ready for a relationship'. But your dumbass thought he would eventually be ready, so you continued to court him.
Constantly treating him as if he was your boyfriend, constantly messaging him, thinking about him, being worried about him. Fuck, it was driving you crazy, but Ni-ki was going insane too.
He'd be the one having to deal with your rants and crying. He was sick of it.
It was even worse when you'd choose to hang out with Jay instead of Ni-ki even after Jay would treat you like shit.
Ni-ki was sick of it. Constantly being treated like the second option.
Ni-ki was really supportive, but would nag at you when it was necessary. There was once Jay broke your heart, leaving you crying for days, just for you to give Jay a gift a few days later that costs a LOT simply because Jay's birthday was coming up. Fuck, Jay didn't even give you anything for your birthday.
Slowly, you stopped talking to Ni-ki, simply because you were talking to Jay, and you felt as if Ni-ki was getting sick of you. Your chat with Ni-ki that used to be at the top every single day was slowly making it's way to the bottom.
Then, there was one day your entire world collapsed. Initially, Jay was ghosting you and you were confused as to why, but you didn't want to ask. Then suddenly, there was news being spread throughout the entire school that he was dating another girl. Jay was dating the girl he told you not to be worried about. It fucking broke you, and you weren't in the right state of mind.
The first person you messaged was Ni-ki when you found out.
y/n : you heard the news right y/n : he's a fucking liar y/n : i fucking hat ehim y/n : i dont know whar to think anymre y/n : i'm fucking crying rn nrk : what did i say? nrk : you never listened to me when i warned you y/n : i'm sorry y/n : i just thought he'd be the one for me nrk : be so fucking for real nrk : he tells you not to worry about her, yet he still hangs out with her nrk : you get angry at him, cry to me, and then suddenly when he texts you you're suddenly not angry anymore? nrk : have you lost all self respect for yourself nrk : do you not fucking realise the way he's been treating you? nrk : wake the fuck up nrk : he doesn't like you nrk : maybe he never even liked you nrk : why would you treat him like your boyfriend when you guys aren't even together? nrk : you allow yourself to get stepped over nrk : now look where it brought you? nrk : you even neglected me? nrk : you seriously put HIM over all your other priorities nrk : you even forgot about your OWN BEST FRIEND nrk : you always go out with him even when you and i already made plans nrk : do you know how i feel? nrk : i feel like SHIT nrk : sometimes i wish you never even liked him so we could still be our usual self nrk : now i see where im placed in ur life nrk : thanks for treating me so well. nrk : thanks for shutting me out of your life! y/n : riki.. y/n : i'm so sorry. y/n : i never knew you felt that way. y/n : honestly, i started distancing myself from u because i thought u were getting annoyed at me for talking about Jay so much. y/n : you were someone that I always talked to Jay about because i trusted you and you were in the same class as him, but idk u just started to seem dry everytime i brought Jay up so i thought u were annoyed at me y/n : that's why i started to talk to you less, and i stuck to other people. i was scared you would scold me again for talking to Jay, and i also felt like if i ranted to you, i'd be trauma dumping or something y/n : please tell me how i can improve
That day when you and Ni-ki had this text conversation, you were more worried about your friendship than Jay. Your appetite was practically non-existent while waiting for Ni-ki to respond.
nrk : nothing can be done if you're scared of me, right? nrk : i don't see a point in talking anymore if you're scared of me.
"Fuck me..."
y/n : nonono y/n : i'm not scared anymore y/n : there's no reason for me to be scared anymore y/n : i mean jay is already dating someone else. y/n : i don't care about him anymore nrk : are you so sure? nrk : weren't you the one who was crying to me and then instantly running back to him? y/n : i won't anymore, no more. nrk : u fucking better, i swear on god.
y/n : so.. are we okay now? nrk : i dont know nrk : are we? y/n : u have anything else to tell me? like how u feel? nrk : nah y/n : so we're okay now? nrk : ig
After that text conversation, the mood was never the same. Everytime you initiated the conversation, he would be dry. You slowly stopped trying to fight for the friendship.
y/n : heyy y/n : gl for ur exam! nrk : okay
This was the last text conversation you had with him.
And just like that, you lost your closest friend and your situationship in one day.
You sighed, reliving the memories you so desperately wanted to forget 2 years ago. Remembering the feelings of regret, you groaned and ruffled your hair in frustration.
It was all your fault. If only you had treated him properly back then, everything would've been fine.
Still being on the tab of the chat with him, you suddenly get a spontaneous boost of energy, and you started to type something on your keyboard.
"i'm sorry" was what you typed.
Realising that you should just move on, you sighed once again. It's been 2 years, but you were still affected by the fallout between you and Ni-ki. Friendship breakups definitely hurt more than relationship breakups.
On your laptop, you went to your folders, selecting the photos that contained memories of you and Ni-ki, trashing them. Your heart drops, worried that you would regret it, but you need to move on, you decided that it was for the best. After 10 minutes of clearing your gallery, you wanted to go back to your tabs.
The first tab you returned to was the chat with Ni-ki.
"Wait, wait what the fuck?"
Oh my god, you sent the message. You sent the ''i'm sorry'' message. Oh my god.
Your eyes widen and your heart starts to beat faster at the realisation. You hastily move your mouse to delete your message, but your eyes realise that he was online.
He was typing.
Oh my god.
nrk : y/n nrk : hey.
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Thoughts for The Montkraken Episode
so, I just finished the chapter andā¦ wow I have a lot to say. I took screen shots for every part I wanted to talk about and I think this rant will be SUPERRRR long so bear with me. Tumblr wonāt let me add screenshots so when I have better service Iāll edit the post to add them. These paragraphs are theories and side notes that I wrote after reading a certain section so youāre gonna see my thought process throughout the story. As always, spoilers ahead so I recommend skipping this if you havenāt read it already.
Alright so I was once a hater of this ship BUTā¦ the Shobaru shippers may have a point in this guys š. LIKE.. I HAVE THE SCREENSHOT OF SUBARU BLUSHING UHHH. That is not a heterosexual stare feller š¤Øā¦
AHHHHHHH THE FROSTHEIM DUO ARE BACKKKKK!!! I missed them so so much theyāre so silly and deserve the best. Honestly the only two I trust in this school cause I CANT. I literally suspect anyone but them, but Imma be so disappointed if either of them are hiding something. Iāll be sad, but like Iāll help š. I was actually so sad when the MC mentioned being the reason they could be in danger like GIRLLLLL DONT SAY THAT PLEASEEEEE. ITS LIKE THE ANGST WITH ADEUCE AND YUU LIKE STAWPOPP. Also when the Vagastorm kids were like āaw yeah Mido wouldnāt lie like thatā it makes me happy that people can at least trust him enough to be honest and idk I found that kinda sweet :3. Weāre also getting a bit of a timeline, like the One-Eyed Sleeping Beauty Murder being BEFORE the clash (sorry if this was already mentioned I donāt really remember stuff from the past chapters) which couldāve been a trigger.
Also, I feel like theyāre trying to tell us that Jiro is Zenjiās brother because when he had that little laugh about the MC being scared of bodies, he said too. When you click the ātoo?ā option, he just says that he isnāt the one afraid. Itās not Yuri as well cause heās literally a doctor that is in the same room when autopsies are in session. Whatever the case, I assume he was referencing to Zenji, though it being a blurry memory. Little theory tho.
OK SO THIS IS JUST SO FUNNY TO ME. In Chapter 9ās title it says, āGirl Learns Shocking Truth About Monsterā. I like to think the shocking truth was the fact he didnāt shower for 3 days š. CAUSE THATS THE PART SHE SOUNDS MOST SHOCKED. Idk that part was silly to me. THEYāRE OUTFITS FOR THEIR DORM IS SOOOOOO PRETTY. They ate I fear, a bit more than the other dorms. Also side note, they dropped A LOT of info with just how they word things. For example, Yuri saying āJiro, you are well aware that I will not be associated with those germs AGAIN.ā Soooo Yuri was in Frostheim? I donāt doubt it bc thereās another line that says āIād rather not recall how bitterly cold that place isā which can MEAN TWO THINGS. Iām super sure that theyāre implying that yeah, he was, but then something happened blah blah blah.
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH HYDE AND DANTE??? Like ok bitches, spill your shot to us too donāt be shy. So, confirmed by them, Dante and Hyde used to go to school in Darkwick (which I assume the rest of the teachers are too). That explains their back and forth. WHAT REALLY CAUGHT MY EYE WERE THESE LINES.
Hyde: āā¦You really are a softie, Dan-Dan.ā (Haha Dan- Dan)
Dante: āIt would seem that way to someone as cold as you.ā (???) āā¦There are lines that shouldnāt be crossed, Hyde.ā
Hyde: āā¦Iāll keep that in mind.ā
WHATTTTT. WHAT ARE THE LINES. GO IN DETAIL ARGHHHHH. This gives us more info on the character individually too. Dante describes Hyde as coldā¦ DANTE. So, it was obvious that this whole happy go lucky attitude was fake, but I expected to be more like Haruās kind of attitude not like that yk?? now I know how much of a cash grab this game is, but I really hope they arenāt going to stretch the story out too long to the point where you have to P2W cause I havenāt paid a cent and I donāt plan to. I still want to learn more about them and stuff so :(. On the topic of Dante, there was a small flashback where I missed a word in the sentence that Dante said while talking with Alan. āIām the man you supposedly killed.ā Supposedly?? Now, I didnāt my catch this in my first run, but now itās like wdym supposedly?? Shouldnāt you know? This is giving hella Jiro vibes and honestly, Iām getting sick and tired of these characters having a bad memory.
SPEAKING OF JIRO- he seems to have problems remembering things and they come back to him in the very weird moments (honestly a kin moment). I would like the think that heās just suffering from the damages he had to go through from the clash. His relationship with Yuri is soā¦ sad to me. Yuri seems to doubt him a little bit and I feel like he sees him as just a specimen, not much of a friend. Meanwhile, Jiro smiles a lot to Yuri and listens to him like a master, like thatās what heās supposed to do. NOT AGAINST HIS OWN WILL DONT GET ME WRONG. Heās just so neutral about it it makes me a bit like awwww :(. Theyāre cute tho idrc.
Ok moving on to Haku and Tohma. (Ok at this point Iām getting nervous cause why are we seeing so many characters now. Thatās probably just a coincidence). OK THESE TWO HAVE GOT IT GOING. Like thereās tension when you get their chat in the campus but this is like woahhhhā¦ Also I donāt like how Tohma says āour wheelhouse? I see..ā it makes me think heās like implying āso you think youāre a part of them now?ā IDK THATS JUST MY LITTLE STRETCH. Also poor Zenji, heās like āaw yeah I died in vain lolā LIKE OUCH.
Nicholas. I DO NOT LIKE HIM. I REPEAT. I DO NOT LIKE HIM FOR A MINUTE OF A SECOND. The only staff I like are the cats, the grocer guy, and MAYBE Dante. LIKE HES SOā¦ NORMAL?? LIKE THEREāS SOMETHING WEIRD GOING ON IK THERE IS. When MC says āI canāt believe Professor Nicolas would do something like thatā I DO š”šāāļø. I am in full support of Yuri finding crimes against this guy.
Also, little other side note, I just realized that Yuri and Jiro have matching earring in opposite ears. Itās so cute.
Ok I might have to go back to the beginning and see what the āgoat like anomalyā Jiro is talking about when he mentions the prophecy, cause I said āā¦ the chancellor is a goat??ā BUT ANYWAYS. Speaking of the prophecy, Iāll jot it down.
āThe whisper of the new moon shall lead the champion to the academy on the solitary island. So long as the champion resides there, the world shall be sheltered from profound tragedy.ā
Stating the obvious here, but this is most likely referencing to the last cutscenes we get when we choose our characters. Iāve checked the cutscenes again and thereās no visible moon, meaning it could correlate to the ānew moonā portion. (Search up new moon to see what I mean). Assuming Solitary island means death, that would also help with the theory. So, whoever we chose in the beginning might just be the person who won the Laurel Crown.Honestly, this is just a silly little Drabble for a theory and VERY vague. Maybe the champion resides in the events of the past that we still donāt know about but this kinda helps?? Idk Iām just putting what I think at the moment. Iāll probably reread the game so I can get a better timeline. Also, Yuriās rant about demon particlesā¦ doesnāt exactly sit right with me. Were they chosen to be resilient or was it just a birth thing?? Idk but I feel like a lot is missing from his theory. I mean, weāre using human logic to a supernatural cause so I donāt think pacts acting as allergies would work. If theyāre not chosen, could it be that the ghouls can make pacts with more than one demon? I wanna see what happens if that was the case. Please comment if I missed something š.
Ok Towa appeared. (Why are we seeing so many characters I donāt like this) and we went back to that treeā¦ WHAT IS THAT TREE?? And what the hell do you mean the fruit grew? What is that fruit supposed to be? An anomaly going to birth?? Is it supposed to represent the houses?? Motivation?? It seems so weird to me cause we just got introduced to that tree last episode. Sighs.
OK REN AND RITSU. WHAT IS GOING ON. I GUESS SINCE THIS IS THE LADT CHAPTER FOR INTRODUCING CHARACTERS BUT LIKE ā¦ STOP. I feel like something is going to happen with the MC pls š. Anyway, those two talking about ramen is so cute please donāt ever change you virgin and lizard looking freak š«¶( with love of course). GROCER GUYYYYYYY. YIPPEE :3!! I love that the cat is the owner and not the human lmao.
Also I will always be a MC defender cause she is so relatable. āWhy are hospitals so creepy at night?ā GIRL IKKKKKK. Idc what yāall say, the fact that sheās normal is keeping me sane from these freaky deaky events. ILOVE NORMAL CHARACTERS! LIKE MATSUDA FROM DEATH NOTE OR THAT ONE GUY FROM MASHELE. Anyways, I love her little comments and everything sheās so silly. Idrc if she doesnāt have much of a backbone cause honestly, sheās surrounded by danger so the best she should do is listen to the people that are constantly surrounded by it.
ALSO NEW THING. (Well idk if itās new but yeah).
mention of a Dionysia Breakout. <āā Idk what that is, but it sounds like a little more. I love little details and slip ups thanks characters <3!!
HA! HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA! I WIN NICOLAS š!!! YOU DO HAVE SOMETHING TO HIDE. AND I WILL FIND IT TRUST YOU WILL BE DELT WITH. I WILL KNOW THE PRIOR PAST >:(!! Also, Moby is being soooo annoying tbh. More character descriptions to add: competitive as a teacher. NO ONE WILL MAKE YOU HATE YOU JIRO ā¼ļøā¼ļøā¼ļø HES SO SWEET He literally asks if weāre scared and says we can hang back awwww. Though he doesnāt understand much, he can use logic and he can at least understand how we feel. Itās a nice sentiment :)!
I canāt take the transformation seriously Iām sorry. Iām still impressed by Yuriās deductive skills and the transformation just sounded like he was constipated.
THE WHOLE BATTLE SCENE WAS EPIC!! MC HESITATING BECAUSE OF LEOS WORDS BUT STILL PUSHING FORWARD. YURI GETTING FLUSTERED. JIRO SMILING AND TRUSTING YURIāS ORDERS. THE FUNNY EXCHANGE ABOUT MUSCLE WHEN THEY WERE CARRYING THE POD. Those annoying ass pussy sticks we call Darkwick students š”. JIRO LOOKING BADASS AFTER THE SHOT. URGHHHH I LOVE THIS CHAPTER.
HARU AND PEEKABOOOOO!! AHHHHH IM SO HAPPY I SEE THEM AGAIN!! Iām so glad heās going to Hyde too cause Iām not ready. Alsoā¦ the mermaid thing is so weird. For the Montkraken Mermaid, they seem to refer to it as āitā or āthat mermaidļæ½ļæ½ļæ½, but when they speak of the second mermaid, they use personal pronouns like āhe /himā. Haruās expression as well when he heard someone was abusing mermaid fleshā¦ itās a new one with a little crease under his eye. Itās such a sad face like, did he know this mermaid personally or was this fear?? Either way, I wanna meet him cause the other one was so pretty.
ā¦You guys know the āI see who you areā¦ you are my enemyā sound thatās on TikTok or reels or wtv? YEAH THATS SONG WAS PLAYING IN MY HEAD WHEN HYDE SAID WE HAD TO DO A SPEECH. HYDE IM IN YOUR WALLS. URGHHHH I HATE HIMMMMM. Call to action my ass IK either Taiga or Leo are gonna get their asses out of the door after the speech. OR BOTH. Iām starting to tweak.
NOOOOO THE SPEECH IS THE NEXT CHAPTER?? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I feel so bad for Zenjiā¦ like Iām so deadass. Dude he sounds so sad about how heās dead itās so.. URGHHHH. ALSO I CALLED IT. THEY ARE BROTHERS. AHAHHAHA!! Well it was kinda obvious cause everyone thought it too but WOMP WOMP. Also I love his real name, Taro Kirisaki. Itās pretty :)!! But these lines killed me
āand though I have taken my final blow, my brotherly heart canāt help but worry for my kin. ā¦ Not that he has any idea Iām still around.ā YEOUCH?? I DIDNT COME TO CRY BROā¦
Iām tweaking out because of this speech bro. Iām gonna choose the corniest stuff and hope for the best. āI feel bad please stop for me š„ŗā headass.
Taiga is officially my enemy as well. I called that shit about him leaving URGH. WHAT A FLIBBERTYJIBBET!! His outfit eats tho so it balances out. LIKE DAMNNNN. HE LOOKS SO GOOD.
DOUBLE?? TRIPLE??? QUINTUPLE???? HELL I MIGHT BECOME A GHOUL TO GET THAT MONEY GOLLY ššš!! CAUSE IN THIS ECONOMY??Also thanks Jin you a real one twin. Bouta split this cash with my wife and Iāll send you a wedding invite.
EDWARD. ED PLEASE. STOP PUTTING ME IN THE SPOTLIGHTā¦ well itās out now so woopy!! I really wonder what the others have to say about that cause they just gave really vague surprised reactions. Well, Ritsu documented it. I love that little guy please donāt ever change you silly.
NUMBER ONE CORNELIUS HATER IDC. Unless I know your intentions I DONT CAREEEEE. YOU ARE AN OPP IT IS ON SIGHT WITH YOU. SAME WITH YOU NICOLAS!! āI didnāt know whether to tell you or not Iām sowwy š„ŗā CHUPA MI PITO HOE š”.
ā¦ youāre telling me I didnāt have to do that awful speech because DANTE AGREED?? IM DONE. IM WHOOPING EVERYONE IN THE ROOM AND AURING THE PLACE OUT. FIRST ONES OUT ARE HYDE FOR NOT TELLING ME, NICOLAS, AND CORNELIUS. ARGHHHHHHH. Also, dude, who is that Janitor guy like seriously.
ROMEO??? AND HYDE???? WHAT IS THIS ABOUT BUTTERCUP?? Wdym worked for him?? What is going onā¦ SPECIAL MISSION??? SHO??? OH NAW. I CANT TRUST NOBODY ANYMORE š
Towa crying :(. What does the fruit shrinking have to do with it now?? Iām so confused.
ALRIGHT IF YOU MADE IT TO THE END WOW YOU HAVE DEDICATION. Yeah this is my personal yap session to this chapter and itās so URGH. Iām so excited to see the next chapter and I hope we get to see more and more. Now with the Gala in place, we can finally start WORKING. Based on the timeline, we have about ā¦ 8 months left?? So hopefully, for MCās sake, she gets cured. BYE BYE UNTIL NEXT EPISODE!!
#tokyo debunker#tokyo debunker mc#tokyo debunker spoilers#montkraken#Episode 7#spoilers#theories#yapping#omfg#this insane#Darkwick#Alan Mido#Jiro Kirisaki#tohma ishibashi#kaito fuji#lucas errant#jin kamurai#leo kurosagi#shohei haizono#subaru kagami#shobaru#ritsu shinjo#zenji kotodama#edward hart#tdb#lyca colt#towa otonashi#haru sagara#taiga hoshibami
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Nitro Chiral April Foolsā, 2005 - 2021
Nitro Chiral recently announced that they will probably not create any new content for April Foolsā in the future. I remember really lookingĀ forward to this every year, so I was a bit sad to hear that...! They mentioned that they might change this decision again some day, so we will just have to wait and see... To remember all of the fun jokes theyāve created throughout the years I wanted to make a fun compilation of all their previous April Foolsā jokes (or at least the ones I remember and took screenshots of). Maybe someone already posted something similar, but I had a lot of fun looking at these old pictures again!Ā
2005 Togainu no Chi 'Vischio Jack'. This was just one month after Togainu no Chi was released! Nitro Chiralās website was filled with Arbitroās hobbies. He announced that the next game will be calledĀ āMakeinu no Chiā which meansĀ āblood of the losersā... The new main visual also shows all of them bleeding from their noses lol.
Some interesting new items... the Shiki body pillow?
2006 A year later Arbitro hijacked the official website once more and comments on each Lamento character. He seems to be a fan of Konoe but the others aren't his type...Ā This blog describes it in greater detail (Japanese only). Second part of the website teases the Togainu no Chi fighting game (åēć®č” é¤ē Mark of the Dogs). I kind of wish they really made this game because the description of it sounds fun.
2007 Lamento Love Love Gakuen, which was later made into a real drama CD also started as an April Fools' joke! Asato is Konoeās childhood friend in this, Rai the student council president and Bardoās a health education teacher.Ā
You can still listen to some of the audio clips from the original pageĀ here! The plot doesnāt seem much different than the real drama CD they ended up making later.Ā
2009 Nitro Chiral mentioned they couldnāt do anything for April Foolsā 2008, but they were back in 2009 with..one of the weirder ones. They posted a teaser of their new game,Ā āSweet Potchariā which literally means āsweet chubbyā and as the name suggests, they posted art of all of the sweet pool characters, but this time theyāre chubby.
You could check the profile description of each character and Kunihitoās description mentions that heās very charming and āboth men and women love himā lol. I unfortunately donāt have any high quality versions of these wallpapers anymore. Someone also recorded the voice lines, though listen to it at your own risk.
2010 This time Nitro Chiral announces a new project called 'YO! Akira'. Itās Togainu no Chi except all of the characters are replaced by mannequins and theyāre kinda terrifying. They made videos in which they re-created part of the opening and the game, which someone actually saved and uploaded, so you can still watch it here...!Ā The whole thing is a parody of Japanese sketch comedy series 'Oh! Mikey!!' which focuses on an American family living in Japan, but all the characters are played by mannequins.
This blog has some more pictures of what the website looked like. The day after this Nitro Chiral made a blog post about maybe spending too much time creating these April Foolsā jokes, but it seems like they had fun! They also had no idea what to do with the mannequins after this.
2012 I think they skipped 2011 because I cannot find any information about it, so letās move on to 2012!Ā Arbitro took over the Nitro+Chiral website again and changed it to Bitro+Chiral...
You could play this short visual novel on the website in which Arbitro introduced his new product line-up. A hataki (feather duster) shaped like Konoeās tail, a life-sized Akira statue made of chocolate, Onnushi-sama's curry, and blue butter which is supposed to decrease you appetite so you don't have to eat anymore. After looking at these last two pictures I think I donāt feel hungry anymore...
This is also the year DRAMAtical Murder was released, so they changed the website too! Now itās DRAMAtical Mother, which is of course referencing the Mother series (Earthbound). You can find some more screenshots and information here.
Aoba got his own Twitter account too this year, which someone also archived here!Ā The Twitter account actually still exists but I believe they locked it after April Foolsā ended.Ā
2013 This year they focused on DRAMAtical Murder too! They transformed the website into Junkshop Heibon's webstore (the store Aoba works at in the game). It feels kind of nostalgic...Ā
That same year they also released a radio show in which Aoba and Mizuki work for Midorijima Radio Station. They invite Koujaku, Noiz, Clear, and Mink as special guests. This has been uploaded and fan translated, so I definitely recommend checking it out here!Ā They also ended up selling this as a CD later.
2014 This is one I remember very well because I remember playing the short game they released. It's called āOsu-Boys!! ~Ikemen Ryoujoku ā Paradise~āĀ and it's a short visual novel which features the four protagonists, except they're all really clumsy and end up in some really embarrassing situations... I am guessing the artstyle is supposed to be similar to KyoAniās Free! anime.
I donāt think I can show the full pictures here because the CGs of this game are quite NSFW, but you can probably still find them somewhere online. Aoba worked at an adult goods shop in this game though, nice new job (?). Unlike the browser games, this one could be downloaded, so some people probably still have it.
2015 Arbitro once again returns and opens his own 'hentai' museum.... yeah. Someone uploaded the theme song they made for the website, you can find it here.Ā I believe itās supposed to be a parody ofĀ āAtami HihokanāĀ (an adult museum).
The website shows a map of the museum and its facilities, some more pictures can be found here.Ā I think the art of the mascots is pretty cute this time...
You could also play this minigame on the website which also featured the four protagonists. Thereās still a video of someone playing through the game,Ā so definitely check it out if youāre interested.Ā The artstyle has a bit of a retro feel.
2016 This year the website turned into the 'Raira-ryuu honpo' official homepage, an art school that specializes in the traditional art of ...boys love. All of the characters are drawn like famous Ukiyo-e paintings.
All of the ones above are TÅshÅ«sai Sharaku paintings, so it was pretty easy to find which ones they were referencing!
They also re-drew all of the game covers too and the descriptions of the games were pretty funny. Midorijima was transformed into a big red-light district and the people who lived there were kicked out and are now living in poverty. I hope youāre surviving, Aoba...
This time there was also a flash game which could be played on the website, a shunga (erotic painting) puzzle. You can find all of these pictures here.Ā Like the previous year they are heavily censored and not really NSFW.Ā
2017 This time the April Foolsā joke is a parody of 'The World of GOLDEN EGGS',Ā a Japanese animation series set in an American-style fictional town, except this time itās calledĀ āBOYs LOVE Nitro+CHiRALā. Iām assuming most people who have been in the fandom for some time remember this one. They created a short YouTube video series and it had English subs. You can still find the videos if you look for them on YouTube so please watch them...! Itās all worth it for Konoe singingĀ āIām in Blueā and the Rhyme fight.
Youji is always the victim of these awkward conversations... Some more pictures here!Ā You can find the YouTube videos by just searching for the title of the series mentioned above.
2019 After 2017 they stopped updating their website on April Foolsā, probably because they were busy working on Slow Damage, but in 2019 they did post some extra illustrations. Not the most happy kind of illustrations, featuring the protagonists and Naito-kun apologizing because they couldnāt do anything for April Foolsā that year...
2021 Unfortunately this is the last one! 2021 is the year Slow Damage was released, so it makes sense the final April Fools' joke focuses on them. It's called 'Warau Euphoria', which means ālaughing euphoriaā. Itās a reference to Japanese series 'The Laughing Salesman', so they're also drawn in a similar artstyle.Ā
The website has a warning that you need to be over 35 years old to enter instead of the usual 18+ warning lol. They also got Towaās voice actor to record a couple of new lines on the webpage, if you clickĀ hereĀ you can still listen to a recording of it.
Iām a bit sad they might not do any of this stuff anymore in the future, but Iām also glad many people recorded videos of the old websites and minigames so we can still enjoy them even now. I couldnāt include every single screenshot in this blog post, so I tried my best to link other pages with more information.
I had a lot of fun checking out their website every year and I really appreciate the effort they put into all of this. I might update this blog with some additional info later!
#nitro chiral#slow damage#lamento#lamento beyond the void#sweet pool#togainu no chi#chiral#nitroplus#april fools#dmmd#dramatical murder
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I will never get over the injustice of the fact that we never got a mutual hug between Sofia and Cedric. Not once, in all the times she hugged him, has he ever hugged her back.
Not even in season 4 when he finally turned over a new leaf and truly accepted/embraced his friendship with her, and how much he cared about her.
In season 2's 'Winter's Gift', there was a deleted storyboard/scene where they would have actually shared a hug at the end after Sofia gave him the homemade wand case for Wassailia, (which he was canonically overjoyed and touched to receive in the actual episode, saying it was the best present he ever got; it would have made the mutual hug all the more precious and meaningful, a milestone in their relationship, showing how much he truly had come to cherish her friendship). But I can't see any logical reason it would have gotten cut for time, because I don't see how that would have taken up any time at all, especially if it was meant to take place during the sweet "Happy holidays, Mr. Cedric" / "Yes, well, it is happy, isn't it?" exchange right at the end. And I can't see why the Disney higher-ups would have disapproved it, because it would have shown even more growth in Cedric's character. And not only were we deprived of a mutual hug, but there was no hug at all in the actual episode (it would have been so sweet to at least have Sofia hug him).
Near the end of season 2's 'The Enchanted Feast', after Sofia and Cedric manage to defeat Miss Nettle together, Sofia hugs him. And... it's not totally obvious, because Sofia was kind of in the way of his arm, but it does look like he either gave her a one-armed hug or at least affectionately patted her on the back (either way, it's absolutely adorable, and I can't stop rewinding it to this part every time I watch this episode). In any case, it's the closest we got to a canon shared hug between them (and maybe it was one), so it's one of my favorite scenes in the series! I don't know how to make gifs, so I'll try to show it in this clip (it's at the 0:34 mark) and in a couple screenshots:
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The only time he TRULY hugged her back wasn't even 100% canon! It took place at the end of that cute 'Rain, Rain, Go Away' nursery rhyme short on Disney Junior's Youtube channel:
Now, if only that's what we'd got at the end of the series finale ('Forever Royal') after she thanked him for saving her from the amulet!! But not only did she not hug him at all one last time, but it would have been a perfect opportunity for him to be the one to initiate a hug, showing even more of his incredible character development and their bond:
Sofia the First~Forever Royal~Cedric Returns Sofia's Amulet (youtube.com)
It also was a missed opportunity for them to share a mutual hug at the end of the first episode of season 4 'Day of the Sorcerers' after Cedric earnestly expressed his gratitude to Sofia for defending him and advocating for a second chance to Roland (during the scene where Cedric was still on his knees after pleading for forgiveness to Roland, and Sofia returns his wand after Roland agrees to reinstate him as royal sorcerer). It really was a missed opportunity, because that the was the episode where Cedric finally truly chose friendship with Sofia over his evil dreams. But again, there was no hug at all:
And another fantastic opportunity would have been in s4's 'In Cedric We Trust', after Cedric sacrificed his safety to save Sofia's life, nearly injuring him. ("I can't believe how you saved me like that! You could have gotten really hurt!" / "So could you, Sofia."). Once again, zero hug at all (but it was so adorable how he took her by the hands, at least):
I would certainly hope that if Sofia had hugged him in all those scenes, he would have finally hugged her back!!
And again, him finally being the one to first hug her would have been FRIGGING EVERYTHING.
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ok. wtf was that episode. lemme breathe for a second. i took so many screenshots. i have so many things to say. my knee hurts so bad and this happens all the time i watch a new episode. i think its my anxiety acting up
agatha all along spoilers below š«µ
so, first things first. i think im gonna do probably 3 posts. i have TOO MANY SCREENSHOTS and ANNOTATIONS, and i want to talk about every single one of them. ALSO, i did most of my annotations while watching the brazilian dub of the show (after watching the original three times) so some lines may be a little different from the original.
- the way jen and lilia were just gossiping about alice when she was right beside them just broke me into laughter, actually. theyre so weird.
- even though im a firm believer of the "agatha never went down the road" theory, this screenshot speaks louder than my beliefs. agatha went down and was the only one who survived. she probably didnt even help that much during the trials and just let everyone die like the "undeserving witches" they probably were in her eyes. still wanna know if agatha sees everyone in her current coven (created by pure pressure) as deserving of their power. her pep talk to jen in the third episode spoke lots to me.
- i love the way that jen and agatha fight ALL the time and that makes them very siblings coded to me (i dont have anything against shipping them, its just not my cup of tea) and also the way that she talks to lilia - its gentler than she does normally. she is softening up, little by little, and i love that. i know that most people do like agatha more as a villain/grey character, but i would love to see more soft moments of her, just like in this episode.
- goober. just wanted to say that
- this sequence right here just made me BREAK into a cackle. rio giving agatha a flower, calling her "my lady" while agatha just wanted to rip her head off and give it for scratchy to eat. theyre so cute! i want what they have!
- The Goobers. this episode was SO made for me, the biggest agatha&teen connoisseur out there. the way that teen followed agatha because he recognized rio and noticed how uncomfortable and angry agatha was in that moment. even though he was a little annoying, calling rio CHARISMATIC in front of AGATHA, he was still gentle, knowing that their relationship was, well, fucked up. love him a lot.
- found family but they all fucking hate each other. but they also love teen. god i could spend hours talking about them.
- another thing. the Ballad and the Road have a different order. "gather witches, fire, water, earth and air". in my head, the trials are: water as the first, fire as the second, air as the third, earth as the fourth. this makes sense because:
jen's trial was the water trial, the first. alice's trial was the fire trial, the second. lilia's trial is the air trial, the third. but the fourth trial is teen's (if im not wrong), so it does not make too much sense if his trial is earth-themed. even so im dropping this here. feel free to correct me in the replies š«”
and now i have to make another post because i can't put any more pics. shit
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#teen agatha all along#lilia calderu#alice wu gulliver#jennifer kale#rio vidal
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P5R Random Thoughts #4: Ann and the Formation of the Phantom Thieves
Just a little note on something that struck me as interesting when I went back to rewatch some of the Phantom Thieves' awakenings - while Joker will eventually come to embody the justice the Phantom Thieves seek, he is relatively aimless at the beginning of the story, without much direction for this burning resolve and anger at injustice he has. Fittingly for a character who gains power through social bonds, the direction this justice will take is strongly influenced by the decisions of the people he meets early on - I've already talked about Ryuji as the driving force which breaks through a lot of Ren's early kind of spaced-out aimlessness, and of course, Morgana, who provides the two with a means to act. This post though is about what Ann contributes to the early conviction of the Phantom Thieves, because it's. A. Whole. Lot.
Ann's awakening is not just the formation of her own resolve, but also the foundation of what would eventually become the Phantom Thieves' entire brand of justice.
[ID: Screenshot of an in-game cutscene from Persona 5 Royal. Ann, newly awakened and transformed into her Panther outfit, points a gloved finger directly at the screen, glaring furiously. She says āI will rob you of everythingā¦!ā End ID.]
Look at this. No seriously. Look. What is she saying here?
The kind of abuse that Kamoshida has inflicted on Shiho has caused her to lose hope entirely. Her future, gone. The respect of her peers, likely gone. With how much stigma still surrounds sexual assault victims, it is highly likely that she has pity from adults around her at best, their judgement at worst.
Kamoshida has stolen Shihoās dignity. Her reputation. SA is a tool of violence that oppresses and humiliates its victims. And ordinarily, there would be nothing these kids could do to someone with that kind of social standing.
But with her awakening, Ann has declared that she will rob Kamoshida of his dignity right back.
Morganaās been going on about being cool phantom thieves before, but this line is what firmly cements them as thieves, not heroes. While they certainly do act on behalf of those without power and attempt to seek justice for them, the primary goal established here is much more karmic. The Thieves steal desires, yes, but itās so much more than that. By taking the desire, the whole foundation crumbles. Palaces literally collapse. And the abuser, left with nothing but their guilt and a burning need to confess it, is robbed of the thing that gave them so much power over their victims, and what they took from their victims every day - their dignity. Their societal reputation.
This direction for their justice is kickstarted by Ryuji and Morgana, but solidified with the addition of Ann to the group. Even before the awakening itself, you get the sense that this is the case.
Joker chases down Ann in the subway, the second major action he takes since his arrest and after his awakening that he makes entirely without influence from Ryuji or Morgana. He was already set to do something about Kamoshida, but hearing what Ann was going through very obviously cleared any lingering doubts about his course of action, despite the risks. As another less important but still interesting note, Ann is also the first of Jokerās future friends that he actually saw. Sheās had a huge impact on him.
And it doesnāt end with her awakening either. Joker, Ryuji and Morgana leave it up to Ann to decide Kamoshidaās ultimate fate. This is a turning point. They are all willing to let her kill him if thatās what she believes needs to be done. Annās decision, therefore, not to finish him off is what sets the foundations for the Phantom Thieves as a group that does not kill. This in and of itself is likely a reference to og gentleman thief Lupin's refusal to cross the line into murder, so I find it pretty interesting that Ann is the one to decide this path for the group instead of Joker.
[ID: Screenshot from an in-game cutscene from Persona 5 Royal. Ann stands in front of a cowering Kamoshida as she firmly states āIf his mind shuts down, he canāt admit his crimes.ā Ryuji, Joker and Morgana watch from behind her. End ID.]
Ryuji and Morgana at first mistake this action as a kindness, but the beauty of Annās mercy is that it isnāt mercy at all. Death would be an easy out for someone whoās hurt so many in such horrible ways. Ann says āyou will live with that guilt for the rest of your life. you donāt get to die. everyone will hear exactly what you did from your own mouth and then you will spend the rest of your life making amends for all the harm youāve caused.ā
āI just think death would be too good for him.ā
Their targets are robbed in the same way they robbed their victims, leaving them inelegant and blubbering messes in front of the world. But as a side effect of leaving their targets alive, the target seeks to make amends how they can, without necessitating any forgiveness from the people theyāve hurt. This justice is a blend of retribution and rehabilitation, and it's this mix that makes the Phantom Thievesā sense of justice so satisfying and appealing to victims.
So while the first Palace was mostly about self-liberation, it set the stage for the eventual justice they would chose to embody - victims helping victims, children helping children find courage in pushing back against adult oppression by reversing the position of power and stealing back what was taken from them - their dignity, respect and reputation.
And most importantly, they make a choice never to restrain oneself or hold back from action in the face of injustice - a core sentiment that Joker and Ann both share in their awakenings.
#yes this is the analysis I had to rewrite from scratch. which is really just obvious stuff anyways. ugh. Itās fine. I had to complete it.#storyrambles#story plays persona 5#p5r#ann takamaki#<-you will appreciate her#p5 meta#call me ace detective the way i am ace. and also a detective#<-my analysis tag is so funny on p5 posts. this was a reference to something else Iām not an Akechi kinnie
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@mia6363 said to come yell at them on tumblr if one so desired and iām planning to take full advantage of that invitation.
and i guess usually i would yell, i do have a surprising affinity for incoherent all-caps key smashes, but it feels wrong to do that with this fic. i just lived seven years in a glass cell in a basement in one night, i donāt feel like being loud or wasting my breath.
this is genuinely one of the best fics i have read in my entire life. i even hesitate a little to call it a āficā, because this doesnāt even feel like a byproduct of teen wolf, aside from the fact that all art in a way is a byproduct of something. for me, this is so much more than just twirling your blorbos and making them fall in love with each other again and again in a multitude of different ways (i respect that too, btw, i am a huge fan of blorbo twirling). this was a full, independent story that spanned so much wider and greater than what it came from.
i am absolutely obsessed with everything about the storytelling here. the way different parts of stilesā life before captivity come together to shape his reality and actions during the captivity, and how they crashed and burned when stiles broke free and got to experience them again. how every step stiles takes, every decision he makes, is overshadowed with voices from his past, the way nothing he does comes from nowhere even if some of it took root before he could even consciously acknowledge the impact it had on him. and the way i, as reader, was immersed in this process, good fucking god. i almost took screenshots at some especially gut-wrenching moments, but i always ended up stopping myself from doing that, because even imagining somebody perceiving a part of this work out of context felt incredibly wrong for some reason. iām probably being too reverent and over the top about this, but i also donāt fucking care, this is my sacred text.
and all the characters, justā¦ yeah. iām dead. satomi ito, they could never make me hate you or your beautiful husband. every story, every characterās motivation and psychological path throughout the story just made so much sense. i could see all of them so clearly and obviously, by themselves and especially when they came together. did i already say iām obsessed?? because, as i write this, i just realize how much iām fumbling my words because i simply have no fucking idea how to express the way the complexity, coherence and ingenuity of this work makes me feel.
and when i try to wrap my head around the fact that thereās an actual human being behind this story, my fucking brain explodes. HOW????? how is this man made??? how was this not woven together by the galactic matter since the inception of the world as we know it????? donāt even look at me, my brain is literally leaking out of my ears at this point, iām so overwhelmed. in short, i feel about the author of this fic pretty much the same way any sane person in the fic feels about stiles. this is some true alpha shit right there.
i feel like thereās so much more i want to say but also nothing i could actually manage to put into words, so yeah. just. this is incredibly great and very coolš go read this immediately if you havenāt already OR ELSE. ā¾ļø/10, thereās no other way around it. absolutely AM recommending.
#steter#steter fic#teen wolf fic rec#just recommending fics is not enough i need a gun#deucalion#satomi ito#peter hale#stiles stilinski#sheriff stilinski#god i feel like no words i say are enough to fully capture just how amazing this is#so youāll just have to go and find out by yourself
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Paul anon here, im literally in fucking tears by these doodles like . Im so . Skgskshdjhdbd AH. The socs choking Paul bc they dont know how his power works makes so much sense but is also like , SO sad . And Soda showing up during the jumping is crazy and Umbra my beloved you are the best character in this .
Darry calling Paul his pretty boy im gonna mmfnshhdvd i actually had to put my phone down and the RINGGSGSSS IM ACTUALLY SOO pony being a good brother reluctantly is soo funny and special to me actually . And paul using the last bit of money he had saved to buy that ring for darry is so ,, what a simp, i love him so bad . that had me in tears i love cursed!parry so much
And the powers beinf tied to his lifeforce ,, weāre gonna pray to god he never tries a ritual again or imma rock his shit lovingly <3
Im so obsessed with this au actually and it is constantly in my brain good job please never split parry up or i will sue š«¶š«¶
Paul anon you match my freakā¢ļø because weāre both insane for Cursed Paul. The writers appreciate every time you pop up because I storm over to our discord server and smack down a screenshot like itās murder trial evidence and I'm an android detective (/ref) itās great. Paul's jumping sucks extra for him because in the way I've gone about it is that the ones who jumped him were arguably the socs he was closest with; they took his sudden shift to bond with the greasers as an utter insult. Started a little writing thing about it but I'm not sure if I'll finish it, was mostly for my own visualization.
Paul got SO lucky that Soda showed, though it's likely that absolutely anyone would've followed after Umbra as well. Poor Soda absolutely PANICKED after the socs were gone, though. He had no idea if Paul was even still alive. (Fun Fact! In parallel to Two's jumping and how he mistook Dally for a soc when he was found, Paul assumed the same with Soda. Instead of lashing out against him, he tried to use his magic to get Umbra to run </3 Thought she was in danger by being there.) Even with his newfound scars and the ones he already had (ritual scars beloathed) he always be Darry's pretty boy. He loves his man, do NOT separate them. It certainly wasn't the last of his money but it sure as hell WAS the majority of the money he'd been making ('cause like I said, he does eventually end up finding work to help w/ bills). He's so down bad, Paul would do so much for Darry and it's my favorite thing ever. They get to be healthy.. or, as healthy as an unstable fae and human in a gay relationship during the 60's can be?? Seems like you might have to rock his shit.. Paul doesn't know that very important fact; but he is VERY intent on freeing himself (and assumedly, whatever upcoming generations of Tulsa) from this curse. Poor Darry has to witness the outcome. Aaand don't worry, Parry will never split (save for their pre-book falling out {and when I draw non-canon Darbit} ) so don't sue me I'm poor /silly
#foster talks#foster answers#cursed tulsa#cursed tulsa au#the outsiders#the outsiders musical#cursed Paul my beloved#canon Paul can kick rocks#cursed Paul needs a break#and I wonāt give it to him#paul anon beloved#paul holden#darry x paul#darry curtis x paul holden
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I know it will never happen, but after hearing those voice claims on Patreon, I would pay ungodly amounts of money for a Fire Emblem-esque SoH game. Like, I don't know where you would even start, but if you did end up deciding to make one, no bank would be safe from me š°
Hey, never say never! A Fire Emblem-esque ShoH game would be a dream! š„¹ You never know, who knows where my future in game development goes after this entry gets published?... I can dream too, right? š
Actually, if you want some little-known trivia, before I started working with ChoiceScript, I actually made a proof-of-concept intro for Shepherds as a JRPG-style turn-based pixel game back in early 2017! It was basically just to learn the engine, RPG Maker (my thing seemed to be throwing Shepherds as a story template at any new programming language I came across), and didn't follow the prologue of our version (no Caine or Prihine, the protagonist just gets plopped into Haven right away and joins the Shepherds), but I built a whole map of Ashtown and Whitestone in it; that 100-hour venture ended up planting the seeds for some of the stuff that takes place in our version of the game! You could explore every nook and cranny of the Shepherds' compound and Ashtown, talk to several hundred NPCs who all had their own routines and walkabouts around the city, and even play minigames and engage in turn-based party combat!
Unfortunately, it was all made on the 3DS version of RPG Maker, so it's not shareable as a demo unless you have a 3DS and are willing to download a free app (but Nintendo pulled the servers for the 3DS, so I don't even think that's possible anymore). I do have some bad pictures I took of the 3DS with the demo running, though!
Is this a proto-Chandry or just some random clown? ā If you keep bugging him he starts adding the below to his speech lol: ā“
Dog!! You can sneak a peek at Trouble hanging out in front of the Shepherds' compound on the left: this version of RPG Maker only allowed for premade assets, so the character art for the Shepherds themselves was extremely limited... š ā“
Thieves Guild, though the player doesn't know it because Rafe won't move until later in the game: the only hint present in the "prologue" is that there are little wanted posters of Chase all over the city, but this particular one, if you read it, has the words altered to: "WANTED FOR CRIMES AGAINST THE AUTARCHY BEING VERY HANDSOME" ā“
Miscellaneous stuff (Qael-Qanaeon, Arta and Hal's house, etc.) ā“
Shepherds' compound! I only took screenshots of a few of the rooms, like a sparring gym, Blade's office, the main atrium (there were two guardian 'Viveks', lion gargoyles named Leo and Lionel, and they'd randomly stop you if you walked by them to engage in some silly random dialogue and generally be a nuisance before letting you get through the door), the refectory, one of the dormitories, etc.) ā“
#Shepherds of Haven#random#RPG Maker#sorry this was so long-winded lol I went hunting for the photos and took a trip down memory lane#have to make a part 2 because I ran out of my allotted number of images in 1 post LOL#long#long post
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I really think father and hohenheim should have been the same character? I mean, father is such a bland villain. Maybe I just haven't looked enough but I haven't seen even the most hardcore bh fans talk about him? It's all just about how ed punched god or whatever. No one's actually interested in the guy himself. I can think of several ways them being the same person would make it a lot more interesting, at least to me. I mean, first of all ed and al having to fight their own shitty father is some delicious angst. Second I really like the mad scientist type character and that's what hoho would be in that scenario. Third I think it would be fun to analyse the "sins" he took out of himself if he was a human to begin with. Ohh and come to think of it, it would go really well with Ed's whole "alchemists are the closest things to God yadda yadda" speech in the beginning wouldn't it? Honestly I can't think of any reason why they had to be different people at all...Ah, except how can I forget. Arakawa's writing this. Of course they have to be two different people. One who actually did all the wrong things and the loving father and husband who's going around trying to make everything right(nevermind that he left Trisha to care for their 4-5 yos all alone with no support. Nuh uh he's perfect) If she held the fact that the two can in fact be the same person it might just explode her world. I'm rolling my eyes.
Father and Hohenheim as the same character? Who is a mad scientist? Who as a result reimburses Ed's pompous "Alchemists are the closest things to god"? Blends aspects of being an unforgivable monster with having loved his family? I've got your guy!
šHohenheim of Light!š
Oh sure, he's not the final big bad that the Elric bros have to fight, and sure he's more of a retired villain who's mildly penitent for his centuries of bloodshed, rather than continuing to enact widespread destruction. But we do get to see the results of all his transgressions against humanity and his own first son too! So, š ta-da! š
To actually address your ask:
Besides what 03 had already done, for awhile I actually thought Father WAS Hohenheim in Brotherhood.
To clarify: I avoided the online fandom from 2009 onward in order to prevent getting spoiled for the (at the time) new fma adaptation. I kept putting off watching it for well over a decade (lol), and for no other reason then a combo of 1) not being in the mood for more fma, and 2) when I was, I would immediately run right back to fma 03 without fail, and then be so thoroughly satisfied with revisiting a long time fave that I just. Would put off watching Broho for another time.
Still, being online in any capacity meant that every once in awhile I was unavoidably being exposed to the odd screenshot, text post, and fanart. No big deal, nothing really spoiled anything heavily enough for me to know the full story, and I could easily scroll away before making sense out of anything.
But I did one day stumble into a screenshot of Father glowering in his underground throne. And here I thought "Oh shit! Hohenheim is actually in full villain mode this time around?! We're going to actually explore the mass annihilation he commits for philosopher stones and how his sons will have to contend with their own father. This will surely dig even deeper into Ed and Al's heel turn against the military, and what alchemy means as a method of power and control. Man, this is gonna fuck!"
lol
lmao even
So to my now endless disappointment I finally watched Brotherhood this last spring. And although I surprisingly liked* this affable, bumbling, rather tragic version of Hohenheim (which stumps me, given my initial assumption for Brotherhood AND being a long time Hohenheim of Light enjoyer) (I still like Hoho of Light more tho), Father was such a fucking let down on every front.
*Don't get me wrong, I'm not claiming Von Hohenheim didn't do wrong against Trisha and his kids. As much as he had to build the anti-circle around Amestris, it doesn't erase the fact that Trisha had to shoulder the full burden of raising their kids, and child Ed's sense of abandonment and outrage against him is highly warranted.
Even keeping Father as a homunculus that duplicates Hohenheim's appearance, he still could have been an interesting character and villain. But every step of the way he was just the obvious big bad mostly relegated to the background, stored away except for a few key encounters and flashbacks. He was paper thin, an easy excuse for why the core ills of Amestris are all his exclusive fault, and conveniently the canon has an in-baked reason for why he has the personality and stage presence of cardboard. Woo. hoo.
God the lore and function of homunculi blows in mangahood. At the very least make me actually feel like they are parts of this once former-cyclops in a bottle! And still make Father an actually compelling character! In fact the other homunculi could have potentially been an effective vehicle for that, but noooooo-
Honestly, I agree. It would have been so much more affecting for Hohenheim and Father to be one, singular character. Of course much of his backstory would have to change, but that's not a loss in my hater's opinion. The implications for the Elrics, for their paradigms to be entirely torn asunder and have to be rebuilt in order to survive and make sense out of their position in Amestris, it would have been juicy.
You're right, I have seen next to no deeper interest or investment into Father as a character and as a narrative device from hardcore fans either. I'm sure it does exist, given Brotherhood's immense popularity, but damn if we can be forgiven for getting the impression that most fans just don't give a rat's unseasoned ass. I see more posts and fanart for Von Hohenheim than I do Father lol
Mangahood simply can't have (or actually address) any truly murky topics, or depict messy and complex characterization, if it doesn't ultimately shine the brightest, most admirable, most absolving light on our protags as possible. So why would Von Hohenheim have anything to do with Father besides having been his victim?
We remain starved by the emaciated, sorry excuse for 'pathos' that is Father's whole deal. What a shame.
#tbh given the set-up with father and hohenheim as separate characters i feel that the 7 sin homunculi shouldn't have been aspects of father#i'm bored by the fact that human transmutation is just. nothing. you just sacrifice your body/other ppl for a dessicated shell. nothing mor#(besides making philosopher stones so at least there's still horror in this far too soft continuity)#but that's like my opinion man#ask#fmab#fma 03#vent#hohenheim#father
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HIIIII<3333 How are you and how have you been. First, i need to praise you for such a good work you do, i really am impressed by your writing skills and how you write the characters so realistic and understandable. You truly have my respect especially for writing some characters like Madara or Indra are really complex to write because of their personality and they truly are complicated due their backstory. So thank you dearly for accepting requests and working on them. You truly have an unique writing style wich i do absolutely admire! Please keep up but donāt overwork yourself, rest is important and please remember to drink and eat enough. I love you so much and your blog is literally my favorite. ( You šš) So actually i wanted to ask for a request. (A oneshot or a scenario please) About Madara watching his wife giving birth to his baby and how he sees his wife holding their new born in her arms. Please i am too curious cuz i really canāt Assess this man if he would cry at this sight or notš. I woule appreciate if you would accept my request. But there is no need to. Feel free to ignore it, i still love your blog so much.
I swear your words touched me so much that I took a screenshot and saved the message in my private chat to read it whenever I need motivation, you brought tears to my eyes (literally)!!!
Thank you infinitely for your beautiful company and for supporting my modest work, I love to share what I do, especially if I have people who like it and enjoy it, it fills my soul to read words like thatššš«š
I can never explain the appreciation I feel upon receiving this type of messages, it's a very powerful and big feeling, too strong and too deep for words.
Thank you so much, my beautiful nonny, for being around and keeping me company, please never go away, i love uššš«
Now, going back to the request, OF COURSE MADARA CRIES, he's one of those persons who cries out of anger, it bothers him a lot because he feels weak but has a great facility for tears.
Now, what I did to him in this piece is a bit cruel, I apologizeš¤£š
He can't stop pacing the hallway, anxious and nervous, desperate because of the screams he hears on the other side of the door. The midwives demanded he stay out of the room to avoid creating more chaos, his distress palpable in the air every time he asked "Is she in a lot of pain? Is the baby okay? Is something wrong with (Y/N)?"
He was kicked out of the place to avoid putting more pressure on the poor women assisting with the delivery, and even as the clan leader, he was taken away the choice of whether to be part of the moment or not. It all pushes him so far over the edge he even resorts to taking off his gloves and chewing his nails like he's 15 years old again.
"You look like crap, Aniki." Izuna comments with a smirk on his face, openly mocking his poor older brother. Leaning against the wall with his arms crossed, he looks at him with amusement and even a bit of pity.
As always, his Otouto accompanies him.
"No shit." He snorts in anguish, tearing the skin off his finger and hissing from the burning. He may be the strongest warrior of all his time, but he can't help the little mundane aches and pains of day to day life.
"What's got you so bad? It's just a baby." He reaches out to him as if to lay a hand on his shoulder, but stops before doing so, knowing the outcome, clicking his tongue at how fickle fate is.
Staring at the ground and swapping the tortured finger for a new one, he fails to get out from inside his mind, raise his head, react. Worry consumes him, and (Y/N)'s screams of agony don't help. "Exactly that. I couldn't protect anyone, I couldn't protect you, I won't be a good father, what if-"
"Wowowo, hold your horses, Aniki. You couldn't protect me because I wouldn't let you, if anyone was going to take that idiot down it was me. We talked about it many times, didn't we?" He stands in front of him, unable to get his older brother out of his vicious cycle of insane thoughts, and crouches down to the ground to meet the path of his eyes. He smiles at him again, an act that always manages to get Madara's attention, and he finally listens to him.
"Did you think of a name? That'll be your job if it's a boy." Madara jumps in a startled gasp as (Y/N) screams louder than ever, and looks at the door separating them as if wanting to set it on fire. Respecting the midwives' wishes feels stupid, but neither does he want to get in the way of things he doesn't understand.
"Izuna." He answers without moving his eyes from the spot, walking and avoiding his younger brother like he couldn't just walk right through him. He moves a little closer to the door, waiting.
"What?" The younger Uchiha gets up, and moves back to stand next to him, not understanding.
"Izuna, for the name."
"You want to give your precious baby my terrible name? You'll doom him to be a beautiful mess."
"Tribute, so he'll always remember the uncle he never knew." And at the moment his eyes fill with sadness and melancholy, his brother decides to change the course of the situation.
"If you want to pay tribute to me, take him to visit my grave and drink sake over my remains, you idiot. I say you name him Inari, I always thought it was beautiful."
"Inari..."
"Sounds nice doesn't it? It's a good one to scold him after he gets in trouble, which I'll make sure he does."
"Will the baby be able to see you?"
"We'll find out."
"MADARA-SAMA!" the door suddenly opens, one of the midwives coming out agitated "THE BABY IS COMING, SOON!" She demands him to re-enter the room, and Madara looks at his brother for encouragement.
He smiles at him again, and that's all he needs to know that everything will be okay.
The makeshift delivery room, on the other hand, is a mess. Several women run around moving bloody towels and trying to wipe the sweat from (Y/N)'s forehead. One holds her hand tightly as his wife pushes and pushes, legs spread wide and revealing a picture both terrible and wonderful.
"MADARA-SAMA!" the midwife shoves him from behind to the side of the bed where she attempts to deliver their child, unafraid to be rough with the clan leader. Madara, unable to react, grabs the hand that was previously held by another woman, as he stares at her belly and can do nothing but try to hold back tears.
Paralyzed by inoperability and not knowing what to do, the Uchiha feels useless, incapable of helping or assisting in any way. His expertise is in fighting, combat, violence, he has no idea how to act in sensitive situations or those that require emotional intelligence. He is afraid to say something inappropriate, something that will upset (Y/N), and cannot find the strength to speak without crying.
No one told him he would feel this way, an experience so surreal as to make him break down.
The last time he cried disconsolately was with his brother's death, years ago, but his child's birth seems to challenge him in the same way, the miracle of life and the product of his own dedication coming to reward him, demanding him to pour out all his feelings through tears, no shame for being in front of strangers.
Everything seems to disappear around him, focused only on his wife and the task ahead. The stupor washes away little by little, getting into the game and helping her get through the experience as best he can.
At one point he thinks to be speaking words of encouragement, but has no track of what is going on. The image of (Y/N) suffering, crying, screaming, stirs him to the core of his very being, wishing he could take away her agony and be the one to endure this odyssey.
He holds her hand with both of his, while between his wife's legs two midwives demand further pushing. Everything is chaos, a maelstrom of speed where Madara can only concentrate on her, until he suddenly hears it.
The most beautiful cry he has ever witnessed, a small, high-pitched sound coming from a tiny baby in one of the midwives' arms. (Y/N)'s face automatically relaxes, ready to faint from exertion and exhaustion, yet she whispers "Hold the child" before smiling with genuine joy.
Madara, following orders while being totally out of his comfort zone, receives the newborn in his arms, and what was once silent tears now turns into unrestrained crying.
He crumbles in front of his baby for different reasons, moved and overwhelmed for having been able to produce something so beautiful, so delicate, after destroying and murdering as much as he did. That adorable little human being is proof enough, at least for him, of not being a disastrous person, for there being hope and kindness in his destiny, able to repent for all the lives he stole on the battlefield.
Izuna's death brought him great resentment for the world, condemning him to anger and rage as a way of life, willing to destroy whoever it takes to regain what was lost, yet (Y/N) saved him from an avoidable catastrophe, and showed him he could be more than his grief, giving him the tools to move on.
Holding the result of such pure and generous love in his hands is the mythical demonstration of how the blood on his hands is washable, how his past does not define him, and how his future is not marked by eternal pain.
The thrill of a better life engulfs him completely, as he stares with pure affection at the child he himself created. His son, utterly his, the most beautiful ray of sunshine. "Inari..." he whispers between sobs, and brings him closer to his wife for reconnection with his mother.
Upon reassuring (Y/N) is no longer bleeding and there are no further problems to worry about, the women begin to leave the room, carrying lots of bloody sheets and towels, cleaning the space little by little and giving privacy to the new family.
One of them takes the newborn for close examination, and when the room finishes clearing of people, Madara can see Izuna near his baby, making sure the midwife treats him well and takes proper care of his little Inari.
He can't help but cry again at the image, knowing his son will always have a guardian angel with him.
#uchiha madara x reader#madara uchiha x reader#madara uchiha#uchiha madara#madara#madara x reader#naruto imagines#naruto shippuden#naruto#izuna#izuna uchiha#uchiha clan#uchiha izuna
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